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About to get 4K what should I do for it?
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2 deviants said Other (Explain)
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1 deviant said Make a fractal!
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1 deviant said Upload all those RP logs you have sitting around
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1 deviant said Don't do nothin'
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No deviants said Make a quick Ref guide for all of your SL logs so we can click them and read them in order
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=O 4k PVs! Thank You
Journal Entry: Thu May 8, 2008, 5:59 PM
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dA Love - Listening to: Zero - Evanescence
- Reading: Modern Genetics
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4,000 Pageviews! I can't believe it!
I feel proud of myself for making it this far. Also, my 4k milestone piece Goddess Thong Was bought. Or in the process of being bought. I'm so psyched.
Never has anything I've made been shown much interest. I'm hoping I can continue to improve and grow as an artist.
It makes me happy to finish something, upload it, and view feedback placed upon it. I highly encourage comments, of any type, as long as they aren't spamming or negative.
Tomarrow I am heading to The Evergreen State College to register for my Fall program/classes. I'll have to get up and leave very, very early. It's going to kill me! However, My new LG Rumor (blk), has a good camera phone, I will be taking plenty of photos. As is I have taken some photos, and I will be downloading them from my camera and uploading them within the next few weeks.
Also, I found out I was lacking 2 immunizations. The second set for measles/ruebella, and another Tetanus shot. I have gotten the second set of MMR, and will be getting a tetanus shot again, soon.
Also, my second set of HPV Vaccine I will get (and they are SO painful) next week.
I don't write my Journal entries, and I am Looking for a new journal CSS
Would like for me to make her a version of Goddess Thong, only in rainbow colors. I will be experimenting with that soon.Also, I hope to make a large peice of Goddess Thong that is seperate from the 4k pageviews commemoration. Please look forward to those. Who knew Fractals were also lingerie!
I look forward to being here for as long as I can.
if you have questions/comments/concerns/suggestions, please feel free to let me know!
notes are also highly encouraged and welcome
So are comments and adds
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People that have really helped me these past few months:
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I Have something to say...
Journal Entry: Wed Apr 30, 2008, 10:35 PM
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Lazy
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So I'm bored and decided to update my journal, it's header, check it's footer and maybe type some bullshit up.
Images and Features have also been updated.
Check my actual JOURNAL TAB to see my stamp collection, noteworthy people and Polls etc etc.
Please, people, Vote and comment on things. I often comment, when I look at things, and I do vote on people's polls. I usually don't have polls up much, but I try.
Recent Deviation: Song Bird Fire. Just look to the left to see it. Pretty snazzy some problems with it. Gimp doesn't allow you to use the multiply method well like you can in PS. Pazazz tried to give me a tutorial, but I don't have speakers, and the tutorial was or PS. I'm not sure how to translate it to The Gimp, if you know how, let me know. That'd be awesome.
I have some fractals waiting to be uploaded, but again, No intenernet on the old MX625 gateway with 256RAM. Looking for a laptop, hopefully I can get a school discount on a... *gulp* Dell. Right now i don't care. Im tired of sitting here at a desktop. It's causing major problems with my neck and shoulders.
Anyways, I know people on DA don't get to see me/talk to me alot, but I'm still here guys. You're always welcome to note me/comment me, or strike up convo in a chat.
However the amount of "polite cattyness" in DA chatrooms bothers me. If you make one typo with the code: /join #Chatroomnamehere, and it comes out as: Join Chatroomname here, people will tell you how it's breaking the rules, "Advertising for another chat"> I think that's one of the biggest annoyances I got. I'm not one up for Drama, but i'll stick up for myself if someone seems to be a little too edgy and mod-happy.
I don't break rules.
I don't stretch.
I don't Spam.
I normally don't put big walls of text, but I also don't feel it's cool to give you like 3 one-lines of something when I could just type it all at once like this.
I also don't spam Emotes.
I follow Thumb-rules accordingly. I ask first, or I wait my required amount of time in Thumbsshare.
I encourage Artists, I do try to critique sometimes. I'm not a horrible rule breaking naive person. Stop treating me as such
I just don't get around to doing much productiveness on DA. Why? Because I have other things that come up. Unfortunately I dont know enough people to warrent me sticking around and paying attention to chats every second. I try though.
Ill be editing my Watched list and getting rid of those I don't really look at, and those I dont speak to. So My watchlist will only include those I look forward to seeing Dev's from, Talk to, or admire. Or of those I use as reference, resources etc etc.
As is I watch almost 3x more people than people watch me.
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May 9th I head up to Evergreen for one whole day for Academic advising and registering for classes _+ activities and the like.
I dare say when I go to evergreen in September, I probably won't be around as much BUT I may be uploading more quality work. My peeps on AOL and my RP Group will just have to be put on hold. =/ Sorry guys.
For now, enjoy the 4 months I have left.
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Saturday - I turn 21!
Journal Entry: Thu Apr 17, 2008, 10:02 AM
- Mood:
Spring Fever - Listening to: Gettng away with Murder - Papa Roach
- Drinking: Water
Links
Submit Your Dragon Thumbs! Subscribers ONLY
Submit your Dragon Art OPEN to Everyone
I'm an FFVII NERD <--- Forum on DA For FFVII Discussion etc
Main RP Site - Timeless Appearences
Doctor Ara Alexa's Website <--- Final Fantasy VII Character infromation, Dice stats, inventory, and character standings pages. Worth the read. It also has The Past Never Ends, a work-in-progress.
= Don't forget to sign my guest book on my sites!
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I was Born April 19th, 1987 Easter Sunday 12:00
It's on my birth certificate.
To this day, I still feel that in some way, if I try my hardest I can walk on water!
So I'll be 21.
My last appointment for Physical Therapy this week was yesterday. The two receptionists made me a brownie cake. And a got a card.
I love you guys at Apple Physical Therapy. You're awesome.
Anyways, I have no plans. I was hoping to get Song Bird Fire done, but I've been very busy. My activity and busy level has increased X2 what it normally is.
My parents aren't doing anything for it. I probably won't hang out with my best friend. Hopefully she WILL take that day off from work, she promised, sort of, and we'll go to my new student reception in Seattle on the 18th. That's tomorrow. I've given her two weeks notice.
In retrospect, Im tired of all the disappointments in my life. How my mother is detaching from me, and how my life, is Dependant on college so much, that if I don't go this quarter, I'm pretty much fucked.
I have good news however. I got approved for SSI. I may not get my back pay and first check however until month, but that's okay. The award letter is on it's way. It will help with everyday expenses at college and help with paying for what my loans and grants don't cover. Yes I got grants in case you didn't read my last Journal.
Im surprised I've found the time and motivation to write this. It's been hard lately, but I've been fairly happy. Overwhelmed and not wanting to accept the reality of my living situation and my family's problems but, It's getting there.
I am saddened by the Death of Anna Rosenfeild, she was found dead from apparent suicide Tuesday morning in her Dorm at The Evergreen State college
I had passed by the dorms on the 9th. She died on the 15th. Had I seen her? Had I passed by her? Had I heard her voice in the cafeteria when I stopped for lunch? I had passed there not long before her death.
Two ships passing in the night
That's how it feels. I don't even know her, and I feel sad because of it. A Campus-wide e-mail was sent out, that's how I found out.
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FAID for Evergreen State College
Journal Entry: Wed Apr 2, 2008, 6:07 AM
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Eager - Listening to: Heart Shaped Box - Evanescence
- Playing: Pokemon Ranger
- Drinking: Water
Links
Submit Your Dragon Thumbs! Subscribers ONLY
Submit your Dragon Art OPEN to Everyone
I'm an FFVII NERD <--- Forum on DA For FFVII Discussion etc
Main RP Site - Timeless Appearences
Doctor Ara Alexa's Website <--- Final Fantasy VII Character infromation, Dice stats, inventory, and character standings pages. Worth the read. It also has The Past Never Ends, a work-in-progress.
= Don't forget to sign my guest book on my sites!
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If you wish for me to create you a fractal, at no cost, please fill this out:
Fractal Order Form Once it is done, you will receive the original file. Please read the form in detail to understand how it works. Any questions/concerns feel free to note me.
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About The Evergreen State College: [link]
Map of The college: [link] Check that map out, it's interactive, 3D and beautiful!
First off, I connected with a few old college buddies from when I was going to Tacoma Community. One of them plans to attend my new student reception held at the First Base High Terrace Club at Safeco feild. (No There is not a baseball game during the event). It's from 6 to 8 PM on the 18th, A friday. The day before my 21st birthday
Secondly, one of my old college friends was on the board of trustees for The Evergreen State College, he has resigned because he moved to Arizon and wishes to study law. Right now he's a police officer.
I wish Robert Segura a safe career, and a succesful one.
Last but not least, the Topic at hand:
I have just been awarded Financial Aid (FAID) for The 08/09 Academic year
I got my FAID in on time, in priority. Which has helped me greatly. Why? because when you Take Initiative and Nag at your parents (Who arent as supportive as they should be because they are stressed), and get your shit in on time and get your shit sorted out, even though it's the first three months of the year and You're attending NEXT YEAR practically, things go faster, you get more FAID, and you get the funds alloted to the first batch of students that come in for it. All needy students NEED TO GET THIER FAFSA IN ON TIME.
I cannot stress this enough! Get your paperwork filled out! Get it done a few weeks ahead of time and turn it in before the dealines if you have to! This applies to not just the FAFSA but other documentations, too!
Feb 15th: Standard FAFSA deadline
March 15th: College Deadlines (Some)
It takes up to 4 weeks to process your FAFSA. Do you see why it's important?
When I didnt get mine in on time, my dad had to put almost 2,000 dollars on his credit card so I could attend my first quarter at TCC. How hard does that blow? Harder than Ara Alexa on a... .
Anyways, Because I did my part, had my parents do thiers, and stuck through it, even though my parents bitched and maoned and we got into some bad fights about it, I now have up to 17,551 for college.
Evergreen Need Based Grant UG
Tuition Waiver UG
PLUS Loan You're parents put this loan in your name and it's the largest loan I've been offered
Subsidized Stafford Loan
Total Cost to Attend School for the 08/09 Academic year: 17,551
Total FAID Award Offered: 17,551
I may or may not get that, because of the PLUS loan. Without the PLUS Loan I am looking at getting $$ 13,000 $$$ for college. THAT IS STILL A LOT. I will be getting just over 3,000 a quarter based on the Tuition Waiver and the Grant. Expected Class/Supplies cost for each quarter is about 1,500-1900. Housing is about 1,400 added onto that. Thats roughly 3,000-4,000 a quarter.
Now, if I'm getting money every month, too from another source (which I am), then the cost is diminished further.
The only DRAWBACK TO THIS:
If I FAIL, I have to pay the Grant back
WHEN I GRADUATE I need to pay back the Loans
This bitch is goin' back to college.
Are you guys Proud of me? <3
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=O Stolen Survey thingy
Journal Entry: Sun Mar 30, 2008, 5:04 AM
- Mood:
Yearning
Links
Submit Your Dragon Thumbs! Subscribers ONLY
Submit your Dragon Art OPEN to Everyone
I'm an FFVII NERD <--- Forum on DA For FFVII Discussion etc
Main RP Site - Timeless Appearences
Doctor Ara Alexa's Website <--- Final Fantasy VII Character infromation, Dice stats, inventory, and character standings pages. Worth the read. It also has The Past Never Ends, a work-in-progress.
= Don't forget to sign my guest book on my sites!
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If you wish for me to create you a fractal, at no cost, please fill this out:
Fractal Order Form Once it is done, you will receive the original file. Please read the form in detail to understand how it works. Any questions/concerns feel free to note me.
Stolen from :iconLonesomFaery:
Birthday: April 19th, 1987 12:00
Sign: Aries/Taurus Cusp. I've got double horns and a double thick skull. Oh Noes!
Hair color: Naturally Red/Orange ][Firecrotch!!
][Eye color: Blue/Hazel Sometimes green
Height: 5'6"
Are you straight/bisexual/gay?: If I want to fuck it, I will. No Animals/Tenticals/Fake people/Dolls/maniquins/stuffed animals or anything else not human and living
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What kind of shampoo do you use?: Head and Shoulders Intensive Care. I dont really have dandruff anymore, but it really helps for scalp irritation.
What are you listening to right now: I have an easy listening song in my head.
Who is the last person that called you?: Josh (Nino), the person before that was Rufus of ShinRa Inc! By God it's true! His Name is Rufus and he plays Keagan Brynn and Renard O'Hara for our Final Fantasy RTP Chat RPG! Rufus of Mutha Fuckin' ShinRa!
How many buddies are online right now?: None. Renard O'Hara and his kinky mun went to bed. (dear god, I know for a fact that RTP members DO NOT READ my journal, So I'm gonna say this and if Bri reads it, its cause she reads my stuff but no one else will: RenardXAra baby! FTW. LMAO
joking joking.. He's 16, she's 24...She's with Theodore...err Kenji.. err.. Depends on which story i'm doing...blah blah blah blah)-------------• × • F A V O R I T E S • × •----------------
Foods: Guacamole!
Girls names: Alexandria, Rachelle, Bridgette, um and others.
Boys names: (this is easier!) Theodore, Thomas, Alex, Arthur, Kenji Kenji Kenji Kenji (IT's really fun to say a lot, while your acting like your high on ShinRa issued medication... Ai Kenji, Ai, from Ara and Co). Darian, Trever, and a lot of others.
Subjects in school: English, Ceramics, Drawing, Pool, Biology, Human Anatomy
Animals: Iguanas, BIG ASS BIRDS THAT TALK
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Given anyone a bath?: I think so
Smoked?: Weed, Cigars, Little Cigars, Menthos, Regular.. yeah.
Bungee jumped?: No, don't want to
Made yourself throw up?: From being upset so much? Yes.
Skinny dipped?: Nope.
Ever been in love?: Once. No Longer.
Made yourself cry to get out of trouble?: Yeees
Pictured your crush naked?: I picture *everyone* naked wether I like to or not
Actually seen your crush naked?: Um, god, IDK?
Cried when someone died?: Yeah once.
Lied?: Everyone lies, to protect themselves, protect others, get out of trouble, get what they want, or to hurt someone. I can honestly say I've never really lied to hurt someone.
Fallen for your best friend?: Guys are not my best friends. And I keep Straight Female best friends for a reason. *Mutters something about her current best friend not being straight now and shes not really a good best friend for various reasons*
Rejected someone?: I do so all the time.
Done something you regret?: Yeah, but I get over it. I have to move forward.
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Clothes: White Nike T-Shirt that's kinda tight. *covers her boobs!*
Music: Nicklebacks going through my head now
Smell: Unknown?
Desktop picture: Resident Evil Log In Screen altered to have Doctor Ara Alexa's ID No where Leon's name used to be.
CD in player: ...Ipod 80 Gig Classic Black FTW
DVD in player: None
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You touched: .....In what way?
Hugged: Mom yup
You IMed: Edwin!
You yelled at: Mom or Dad. Online: Uhm dont remember
You kissed: My mom I guess.
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Understanding: Try to be
Open-minded: Again, try to be. I'm more liberal than most.
Arrogant: I can be.
Insecure: With certain things.
Random: ........*Holds her character's awfully nasty thought to herself* Ara, you really gotta stop that. I dont think SOLDIER 2nd class have Mako in thier cum >:
Ara: ....I need to know this
Me: Why?
Ara: because my love is gonna become a stupid SOLDIER and I like to eat his--- CENSORED FOR YOUR PROTECTION PEOPLE MOVING RIGHT ALONG
Smart: I feel ignorent and stupid sometimes.. .but I am smart i just dont put effort.
Moody: Very,
Organized: OCD on some things, other things not so much. Haha I'm just like :iconLoneseomFaery:
Healthy: More so now than before.
Shy: Sometimes, but most of the time I push myself to take initiative and not let shyness stop me, especially with school and giving presentations.
Difficult: Yes.
Bored easily: If I'm not on the computer on DA, Role-playing, or making Fractals or masturbating, or eating guacomole, or somehow pissing my parents off and getting away with murder, while the blood is still in the bathtub, then yes, I am easily bored. (Note to consumer: Not all ingredients labeled on this package are correct. Please consult the manufacturer for the correct labeling)
Obsessed: Ara: Kenji Kenji Kenji Me: Renard Renard O'Hara! Caine: Ara... Theodore: My Siren... Kenji: Beer and Weed, and my gun!
..I am obsessed with Final Fantasy VII RTP Role-play. So Sue me. Okay not really. I'm throwing shit in this journal to bother/annoy/piss off/make any RTP members that read this. And to amuse the rest of DA
Sad: No not now
Happy: Hyper is more the word
Hyper: Hyper hyper hyper hyper
Trusting:
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Kill?: Kenji, so Ara can leave me alone. (No Not anyone really except H---)
Slap?: Rufus of ShinRa RTP! Right on his ass and make him take it like a dirty bitch >:
Get really wasted with?: Ara can go get Wasted with Kenji. I'll get Wasted with Rufus or Andy, or Edwin.
Get high with: Rufus! Cause Despite Kenji being a weed monger and filling Ara's panties with weed (ROTFLMAO Again label is not correct!) Will doesnt' smoke (neither do I really.. hahahaha)
Talk to offline: Anyone, man all I do is talk to people online. I'm tired of this shit.
Talk to online: Will, Rufus, Brian, Andy Andy Andy Andyyyy, LonesomeFaery, Iamsketch, and if i'm missing anyone I'm so sorry.
Sex it up with: *grunts* Kay Can't say, because I don't know.
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In the morning I: Sleep in really really FXCKING LXTE
Love is: Crappy.
Sexual preference: Tall, somewhat lean males, not big on muscles. Thicker the better, length doesn't matter it's how you roll those hips into my ass! lmao. Kay Sorry <3
What do you notice first in the opposite sex you're into: Overall body composition, how they walk, how they talk. Face, hair.
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Coke or Pepsi: BARQS ROOTBEER
Flowers or candy: CANDY
Tall or short: Just a little bit taller than me
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Makes you laugh the most: Rufus of ShinRa!
Makes you smile: Edwin, Rufus, Will, Bri, CJ just pisses me off >:
Gives you a funny feeling when you see him/her: ......
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Sit on the internet all night waiting for that someone special to IM you?: We all have
Wish you were a member of the opposite sex?: I wonder what it would be like to fuck some chick silly with having a real dick attached to you but other than that.. No. I mean.. I could go into discussion about what I mean but i'm not gonna. FUCK THE SYSTEM
Wish you were younger: I wont start wishing that until I'm 30
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Of times I have had my heart broken: 4
Of hearts I have broken: I know at least 3
Of guys I've kissed: Less than 15
Of girls I've kissed: 4
Of CD's I own: 12
Of scars on my body: 10
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